QUESTION MEME ME, CR OR OTHERWISE; I'm gonna be spotty RP-wise for a couple days while I finish some commissions so I will do these before picking up threads proper.
Nope! He'd decided against it long before realizing they were related. At first he was just against broadcasting the memories (I think he saw like two people's horrible childhood memories or something lol) but after the first real bad game too that cemented it. He has little to no faith that they will all get out of this alive, and if they do, the Hosts will ship them off somewhere else for profit or do something else with their heads.
So he's kind of bitterly decided that well if I'm gonna be merchandise I'm gonna literally stay an empty shell so I can die without regret or attachment!! He thinks it'll make it easier on him mentally when the time comes when they're taken out (since of course he has no idea death ISN'T permanent here).
Maki remembering him twice is also driving this home, since he also suspects their memories are just bait for them to form attachments and biases and enemies, so nope!! This also falls in line with canon where he's suspicious of their memories being false and leading them on, so doesn't take too much stock in them (though in Imeeji he's pretty sure the memories are legit).
I'll turn that other question on YOU, what's a game you super want to see that you want someone else to run so you can participate in it proper?
shiiit idk. I've played most games I super like at least a few times since I've been in most the teamnesia games. I'd say betrayal but that's literally part of why I have my comods corunning. Say Uncle is a good one, but I was thinking I could run and play that since I've run and played in Mary's auction tho which I think requires the same amount of runner attention. might be nice to not have to though? though in that case I have to not be the one pre-writing puzzles and I've already designed a few. Mostly I think things I'd want to play in would have to be things I designed myself so I didn't get a chance in the past or things that are like super-specific to how they were run the first time.
If anyone ever wanted to run a Rubyquest variant that'd be super amazing, but that seems like so much work so that's something I'd never want to run but think it would be great. The softer variant of Mary's Auction (second run) would also be fun. Oh! Mary's Confessional game! I never ran it, but I wrote it, and I'd want to see it run. This thing! Nahri's ridiculous Vote Correctly war room variant from AFD, mostly because I like how fucking stupid being told to Vote Correctly is, and the punishments for not doing so. It's like a lighter Mukuro game.
Most non-trauma games I like I can play in even if I am running, like titleswap... hm. Princess game or like, paintball IC or something might be fun since we have an IRC discord dicebot so there's no problem doing rolls for action. Speed dating.
Heart Games also at some point probably but hopefully I would not be running everyone else's hearts ever, that would be hella weird.
OKAY NOW I GET TO ASK YOU, tell me games and stuff you're interested in!
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Date: 2018-08-01 11:09 am (UTC)So he's kind of bitterly decided that well if I'm gonna be merchandise I'm gonna literally stay an empty shell so I can die without regret or attachment!! He thinks it'll make it easier on him mentally when the time comes when they're taken out (since of course he has no idea death ISN'T permanent here).
Maki remembering him twice is also driving this home, since he also suspects their memories are just bait for them to form attachments and biases and enemies, so nope!! This also falls in line with canon where he's suspicious of their memories being false and leading them on, so doesn't take too much stock in them (though in Imeeji he's pretty sure the memories are legit).
I'll turn that other question on YOU, what's a game you super want to see that you want someone else to run so you can participate in it proper?
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Date: 2018-08-01 12:06 pm (UTC)If anyone ever wanted to run a Rubyquest variant that'd be super amazing, but that seems like so much work so that's something I'd never want to run but think it would be great. The softer variant of Mary's Auction (second run) would also be fun. Oh! Mary's Confessional game! I never ran it, but I wrote it, and I'd want to see it run. This thing! Nahri's ridiculous Vote Correctly war room variant from AFD, mostly because I like how fucking stupid being told to Vote Correctly is, and the punishments for not doing so. It's like a lighter Mukuro game.
Most non-trauma games I like I can play in even if I am running, like titleswap... hm. Princess game or like, paintball IC or something might be fun since we have an
IRCdiscord dicebot so there's no problem doing rolls for action. Speed dating.Heart Games also at some point probably but hopefully I would not be running everyone else's hearts ever, that would be hella weird.
OKAY NOW I GET TO ASK YOU, tell me games and stuff you're interested in!